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Growing up, I always admired urban cities. Something about the speed at which life moves and the combination of sounds and attitude that come along with urban areas intrigues me deeply. One of my biggest dreams in life is to someday visit Japan and reside there for a couple of days to hopefully gain enough of a culture shock that will last me for years. I am far from a city child, I don't speak much on my city experience because I feel as though my time there has been brief. So automatically the city is something that I believe is already out of my reach. Cities like NYC and Vegas strike me as unreachable land only made for TV. Not sure what it is, whether its the pride. appreciation, and easy access that people have for their local city that I dont have. Or at times it could be the bright lights and skyscrapers that make the city more jaw dropping. Either way, it is something that I am envious of in a healthy way. Not saying that I want to pack up and move to the nearest metropolitan area, but something about the privelege of being able to venture there whenever you like is something I am envious of. And because some people have it, I want it. Maybe sub -conciously I know Im not built for a city, and that makes me want build a comfort zone within it... I dont know, but I do know I want to be accepted in your city like Visa. I want to make my place in your city. Why? I dont know thats just the way I am. Ill admit my admiration and envy to NY people and LV (not Louis) and Miami people alike. To me those places are fantasy but you call it home. But I wouldnt trade places, because no matter how cool your city is, youre never going to find a place on earth like Gaithersburg. But I dunno, healthy thoughts spawn healthy ideas. I want to make a name for myself in your city, the chase and opportunity thrills me. Guess I'm ranting a bit. But again I am co owner of this blog and I can do what I want and yall stil love it and I love yall...So with that being said...

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